FYP :(

fieldscopes, terrestrial scopes, electro-optic camera, star tracker, lens....
BLAH BLAH BLAH.

all these names and all their specs..they are driving me nuts!! i regret being so lazy. slacked so much, only to realise that...I DUN HAVE MUCH TIME TO PLAY AROUND ANYMORE!!! ouch. now i feel the stress.

if only i felt it earlier :(

anyway i just deleted 1 post. cos i cant even recall wat that post was for. haha. STM.

Change is inevitable - except from a vending machine

A mere 1 month is not sufficient to conclude any changes in a person. Sometimes u can't even understand someone whom u have known for years, let alone a month.

Alas, if changes cant be prevented..if changes cant be changed..instead of pointing fingers and blaming people for changing, shdn't we just adapt to them?

Unimpressive

If that qn meant to be a diagnostic test, i hereby declare that he has definitely failed the test. and so far..he's the only failure. Lousy.

unsure. uncertain. i realise feelings are too abstract to be trusted. unlike maths and science which can be easily be proven, feelings can easily be proven wrong.
i dun wanna make the same mistakes as before. yet i do not want to miss any opportunity. but shd i trust my feelings that are telling me that this is an opportunity in the first place? what if and what if i dun?
thats why i say. unsure. uncertain.

I'm a very direct person. Therefore my comments are straight to the point. I hint and imply to pple..so much so that what i'm trying to convey is obvious, but i dun hide any truth in any case. And therefore I disagree with pple who conceal factual stuff.

As we grow up, the picture of reality gets clearer. A what-used-to-be-perfect combi of young and innocent is totally bullshit. this world is full of scheming and hideous pple. some are apparent while some, it takes time to realise. some backstab, some frontstab while some spike ur drinking water with lethal poison. and the poison-er? you dun wanna know who did it. its disgusting to know.

That makes me ponder. so how much do i actually know abt the pple arnd me? maybe just a few close ones. how much do u know abt them? the fact that i dun even know much abt myself justifies the no-ans answer to the qns. And just when i thot there's no such thing as true fren, a true fren of mine msn-ed me. momentarily i discarded my thot and concluded that i might just be over-paranoid. but after some time, certain "event" stirred up that same feeling again. and this time, i've been proven right that maybe, very few pple have the makings of a true fren.